#idk wtf to tag this as. im 27 now...

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For my birthday... read my webcomic! It's literally free! (Unless you want books. Those are not free)

It's beautiful, it's gentle, it's funny, they're canonically t4t and gay... And it's about time traveling vampires solving supernatural mysteries!

I've spent thousands of hours writing and drawing it, and it's really good! I'm not biased!

It's on hiatus right now and coming back in 2 months, so it's the perfect time to get caught up

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Anon Advice Asks - March 27

weird emoji anon, voicing anon (new), hypothetical question anon (new)(tw-mentions of violence), hair anon (new), concise anon (new)

weird emoji anon

OMG OMG I'M FREAKING OUT WTF HELP ME

I'm weird emoji anon

I'm actually scared though because I told one of our mutual friends that I like her and now he's just just called me and said that she's likes me???? I was not ready to think about this tonight. And he's SUPER happy probably more than me and really want me to tell her tonight over text and I said no because it's too soon and now I'm freaking out. I'm going to see if she's free in the next day or two to hang out but I'm so scared and idk how to tell her because I've never been in a relationship before 😭😭

Pls help me

Hi!

Well, this is exciting! But you still absolutely should not do anything you aren't ready for. No matter what your friend says, this is about YOU and what you're comfortable with and what you want. Are YOU ready to say something? If not, then don't! If you push yourself, it'll just end up with the relationship going nowhere. Do what you're ready for <3

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voicing anon

eee so im at uni rn and was just on ft to my mum but i realised when talking to her that that was the first time i'd spoken today except for speaking in class!

it's so lonely!!! like there were some girls who blatantly ignored me when i tried to join their conversation (about the lecture topic) which was so hurtfullll!

ahhh it was when voicing it to my mum i realised wait im actually kind of lonely in the week! i do a singing society which is fun and have friends there but in classes its so isolating!!

eughh anywys rant over and your blog/fics is a great escape/safe space for me so thank you for that :)

Hi!

Ugh, that's a shit feeling. Have you tried asking your friends from singing to get a meal together/study together? When i was in college, that was usually how I made new friends-eating together. Could you also look into joining other clubs? It's hard, but asking to get meals together is usually a good way because everyone has to eat lol.

I'm sending you love!

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hypothetical question anon

Okay, so totally hypnotical question bc I am a writer.

So I have a character who is crazy, like bat shit crazy.

(redacted)

So what do you think? Thanks xx

I....feel as if I'm not equipped to answer this? Like if I'm taking the question seriously...I don't think this would be considered racist. But I'm white so I'm not the best person to ask. Do you have a sensitivity reader?

Honestly, since it's a fanfic, I'd just add the appropriate tags and write what you want. And if someone comments and says it's offensive, apologize and take it down. Just make sure to tag the shit out of it because yeah.

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hair anon (new)

Hello! I hope you’re doing good! This is just a quick ramble since I don’t have anyone irl to talk to about this

I’m feeling really bad about my gender and stuff

I’ve been growing out my hair for years but it’s still ugly and short. And because of how curly it is, and the fact I’m black, and the fact I have so much shrinkage, I feel so terrible. I just want it to be long and nice and I try so hard to make it that way but sometimes I’m just ugly and it hurts

My hair just doesn’t look like mine. I want to cry

Hi! <3

First, I want to acknowledge here that I am white. Like translucent white. So I'm gonna try my best to answer this in a knowledgeable way, but if I say anything offensive, PLEASE call me out.

Though my hair is vastly different from yours, I understand the feeling of wishing your hair was different. It's so frustrating to try so many different things only to not get the results you want, and then to look in the mirror and get that sinking feeling. I'm so sorry you're feeling that way.

I could be giving you advice that you've already heard, but have you tried talking to/looking up people with your same gender and hair type to see what they do (on tiktok, pinterest, instagram, etc)? One thing that I've done to help affirm my gender is look up ways to style my clothes, makeup, hair, etc based on my current appearance to be more gender affirming, and it's helped a lot.

Also- and this is a scarier option but I've done it before and it's actually really exciting- Pride is coming up. If you're able to go to a Pride event, look around for people with similar hair types to you styled in ways you like and ask them what they do. I know it's scary to go up to people, but 99% of people at Pride are FABULOUS and I (an introvert) have talked to people at pride about things like that before and have learned so much. It could also be a great way to make new friends!

Last, I want to remind you that no matter what your hair looks like, no matter how you choose to wear it, or how it acts a certain day, it doesn't make you any less YOU. Your identity is valid whether or not your hair is cooperating.

I hope this helps, and again, lmk if I said anything offensive. <3

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concise anon

Hi Cas,

(Sorry, I feel like this will probably turn out kind of long, I'm pretty bad at being concise lol)

For context, I'm in my final year of high school (the important year that actually counts), and I've always been quite school-oriented with good grades, even if this has become harder in the past year because of mental health stuff

The rest of my friend group is really school-oriented as well, it's the main thing we talk about, especially my best friend, who's really good at being productive and has somehow managed to end up as like the only person in our grade who's actually on top of her schoolwork

And the thing is, even though I'm not bad at making 'friends', I'm really bad at making friends - as in, feeling close enough to tell them stuff, texting them and hanging out with them regularly, etc. My best friend is the only person I've had that relationship with since I started high school, and I really treasure that

The problem is though, because I'm the person she vents to about everything in her life, I get constant updates about all the schoolwork she's done and how productive she's been and how on top of everything she is and how stressed she feels for this exam because she's "only done a dozen practice essays" or whatever

And because I'm constantly feeling stressed about the fact that I find it harder to study than I used to, and I'm always beating myself up for not studying as much as I feel like I should, hearing her say that stuff to me hits all those mental health pressure points and it really, really sucks

I know I should just set boundaries, but she's much better at making friends than I am and I know there are other people she texts about her problems to, so I'm worried that telling her that will lead to distance between us, and I really like being the person she turns to when anything happens because I've never been that for anyone and I want to support her

Hi! <3

So I think the thing is, this is one of those moments that shows you if this really is a deep friendship or not. You say you can talk about deep things with this friend- now's the time to prove that. I think you need to sit her down and tell her how you're feeling: that when she tells you the work she's finished, it makes you stressed. But also tell her that setting this boundary is making you nervous, because you really treasure your friendship, and you don't want to create distance.

I know it sounds scary to be vulnerable like that, but to have a truly healthy friendship, you have to be able to talk about stuff like that. And I think if your friend cares like you say she does, she'll give you reassurance and talk about it with you.

It's okay to set boundaries and ask for reassurance. <3

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What are you wearing right now: coffee coloured v-neck sweater with matching light brown slacks

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Favorite song: like of all time? no idea. but right neowww um . "24 years old of you" by i mean us

Favorite instrument: piano? i think

Aesthetic: huge hater of this word btw. i just dress like a 60 year old male uni prof on some days and like a fag emo on others oh and then on some days i out-cunt-serve yeonjun from txt

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[nztsume]

Hello again! Sorry it took me a while to get back to you, I’ve accumulated quite a list 😅 I have some that I think you’ll definitely be interested in, some maybe a hit or miss and others I don’t remember much anymore but you can still check them out <3 I’ll be updating the list when I find any more that come out, just let me know if you’d like more. I may have to send these in parts, we’ll see how many I can fit in 😅 I start by the story name, then author, chapters/parts, words/estimated reading time, book number, completion/ongoing and the site. :) I’ll start off with my favourites.

Bite Back , scorpiofromspace , 8/? Chapters , 23k+ words , AO3

manslaughter on cherry lane , con_fection , 11/? Chapters , 71k+ words , AO3

Royal Pain || Stranger Things , AintThatDevine , 40 parts , 10h 19m ERT , Book 1 - Complete , Wattpad

Fallout || Stranger Things [2] , AintThatDevine , 35 parts , 11h 33m ERT , Book 2 - Ongoing , Wattpad

TUBULAR! (billy hargrove x reader) , maddiwasnotherelol , 37 parts , 5h 22m ERT , Ongoing , Wattpad

in my dark times , azurevii (orphan_account) , 6/6 chapters , 50k+ words , AO3

Hold Me Now , OopsFanfiction , 2/? Chapters , 77k+ words , AO3 , (now this one is different because it contains a romance with not only Billy but also Steve and Eddie at the same time, I completely get if it isn’t your thing but it was very good and the plot line is amazing, I recommend wholeheartedly :) )

These are now the stories I don’t remember or haven’t read yet, I believe some of them do contain Mature and very explicit content so a warning is in place just incase, (no minors please), but I thought I’d add them just incase you wanted to check them out <3

DONTMAKEMEFALLINLOVE || Billy Hargrove, Stranger Things , billysvendetta , 74 parts , 15h 41m ERT , Complete , Wattpad

Freak Show // Billy Hargrove , 30SecondsToGreatness , 36 parts , 11h 50m ERT , Complete , Wattpad

Gone Girl , snxwscene , 40/40 chapters , 49k+ words , AO3

TURBO LOVER -{Billy Hargrove x Reader}- , MKing28 , 52 parts , 1d 1h ERT , Ongoing , Wattpad

Stranger Love [Billy Hargrove] , LadeyJezzabella , 26 parts , 4h 45m ERT , Complete , Wattpad

PANDEMONIUM [2] > BILLY HARGROVE , murphy-trash , 27 parts , 7h 27m ERT , Complete , Wattpad ,(this story does have a book 3, however book 1 was paired with Jonathan, endgame is Billy :) )

Royal Pain and Fallout are books which definitely go onto season 4, past season 3 with Billy, 100% an au. Hold Me Now is also intended on Billy Surviving :).

I hope these are good and I take no offense if these aren’t your thing. I know you didn’t want anything all about sex but I believe some in the second section contain a lot of it, I’m not 100% certain. The first section ones are hands down my favourites right now and I think are exactly what you are looking for. I’d love to hear your opinion on them, I hope this helped some way, it took a while to put together 😭.

Sincerely FanFicRec Anon ~ <3

God I hope this sends.

NOOOO YOURE SO SWEET THIS IS A WHOLE ASS LIST!!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! they all sound so good im gonna have a feast this week LMFAOOOO i cant believe how sweet u (and u guys!!!) are T_T honestly the thing is that i never really read character x oc/reader fics so im interested but like i dont wanna be weirded out of a really good story bc of the whole y/n thing thats rly the only cause why i said it LOL but these sound so cool!!!!! im definitely going to be reading them and ill keep u updated on my thoughts LMFAOO (i guess ill tag them as 'st fics' in here coz idk how else u could be able to find them T_T)

i cant believe this, billy stans kinda rock wtf <3<33 thank u soo much again aaaaa <3<3<3<3

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I posted 854 times in 2021

287 posts created (34%)

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#i legit walked down stairs a few minutes ago and my parents were like wtf why are you downstairs and i just was like idk

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

'Anyone can have pretty eyes, but only the right kind of person can hum the alphabet and make it your new favorite beat' -Adam Silvera 'They Both Die at the End'

61 notes • Posted 2021-06-13 14:58:11 GMT

#4

Okay, so if you follow me this is most likely going to show up on your 'following' page and this isn't what I typically post. In fact, I am posting this with full knowledge that probably no one will read this. I just feel like screaming at a void is all and yeah.

Sometimes I feel like I want to look like a boy but then sometimes after that I want to look like a girl and I think wow that was strange that I wanted to look like a boy. And then I cant remember how it feels to want to be a boy until it happens again but the whole time in-between I sit there thinking that I must've been faking it. Maybe im looking for attention. Maybe thats what im doing everytime I post something, everytime i text someone, maybe I just want attention. Sometimes it makes me feel like it's better not to talk to people about my life or post at all and maybe it is because sometimes it feels like that would be better as coming off as attention seeking.

But then again, maybe it's good to want attention. Everyone needs attention at some point it's just part of being human. I dont know.

But sometimes I kind of feel like a stick figure. No defining features. Not girl or boy or anything. I wonder if the world would be an easier place to live in if sex-defining body parts didn't exist at all.

Or maybe I'm faking this and just want attention. That probably is the case and I dont even know what im doing right now.

I cant tell who I am right now because sometimes I just feel so strongly that I'm a girl (like right now) but later at some point I'm sure ill start to feel like a guy again and I dont know what to do about it.

I just wish that I was just ME. Whatever that even means anymore.

64 notes • Posted 2021-10-31 12:29:34 GMT

#3

So, like... can we talk about Baz?

SPOILER ALERT DO NOT PASS THIS LINE IF YOU HAVEN'T READ AWTWB!!!!!

Baz is just like... that person that they write break up songs from the POV of, I mean, dang, bro. He's just like, 'here, let me listen to this one song on repeat until I'm over Simon, which will be never. Good luck, my neighbors who can hear me through the walls! Soon, I'm going to find a way to magic this song, and THEN you'll have to deal with just these two LINES on repeat, and you will SUFFER! Hahahahaha *starts sobbing*'

89 notes • Posted 2021-07-11 21:06:38 GMT

#2

Baz's and Simon's socks, oof.

Sorry the pictures are kinda blurry

237 notes • Posted 2021-08-29 00:48:47 GMT

#1

Reblog if you want someone to hug you until you fall asleep

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[tiffgeorgina]

alright trailer thoughts

watch it here slutties: https://twitter.com/SHOBlackMonday/status/1216778009044291585

1) HOLY FUCKING SHIT IT’S HERE THIS FEELS SURREAL

2) HOLYYY SHITTTT

3) but actually let’s get it. this song bangs showtime stays on their excellent editing.

4) trying to analyze showtime’s trailers is like trying to grab smoke so this is going to be extremely barebones for a while. 

5) somebody drives off with the busted up limbo, but we can’t tell who it is yet bc their face never comes into view. they’re wearing a gray suit tho, so it may become more obvious who it is once the episode itself is out.

6) mo is being dramatic asf which as of 1x10 is perfectly in character lmfao

7) bro what the FUCK did you do to your hair i gotta ask fuck the 80s. also there’s this character on IMDb tagged “Vanessa (hair like mo)” so that makes more sense now maybe?

8) establishing shots that almost make me think mo is hiding out in california. since we know his orphanage story is bullshit, maybe he’s visiting family? maybe this is where that marcus wainright iii character comes in? since i dont think he’s in the trailer?

9) keith is living. almost has out-of-the-closet energy. i bet that scene of him roller skating is either after a) he comes out to his wife and divorces her or b) he gets a call from mo and flies straight out to cali to meet up with him.

10) the editing is so good you guys holy shit they jsut never quit over there do they?

11) a shot of mo in some suburb. could be a family member or a friend’s house? which again leads me to think he’s in california.

12) there’s this TV show called “America’s Most Unsolved Crimes” that mo shows up on bc he’s being solely blamed for the crash. how dawn and blair managed to avoid any blame whatsoever is beyond me, but mo is an excellent scapegoat since he confessed on record. no idea who the guy sitting on the desk talking about him is tho, since he wasn’t announced as one of the new guest stars. probably just a one off. maybe this is where “reenactment dawn” comes in from the IMDb page?

13) mo is bringing back the 70s and i do not like it. when i said the 80s were cool bc nobody knew how to dress themselves This Is Not What I Meant.

14) he wouldn’t just casually play basketball with some random kids, these are probably either his cousins or his nephews or the kids of a friend. again leads me to believe he’s in california, possibly visiting marcus? it would make sense. either that or we finally get some real concrete background on mo that isn’t total bullshit.

15) keith is in contact with mo. it’s hard to tell if keith went to cali to see mo or if mo came to NY seeing as both are extremely suspicious. assuming mo is in cali that is. keith is definitely going to get mo back in the game. speaking of mo, this entire first 30 seconds is Mo-centric, so i bet mo’s arc is going to be plottier than blair or dawn’s in 1“A” (showtime doesn’t really have A and B arcs for this show bc there’s no midseason hiatus i just like the terminology)

16) throwback thursday lmfao

17) no idea who this guy shooting/probably fake shooting is?? like no idea. could be nothing of importance and just a transition filler/tone setting moment.

18) the heat is on motherfucker! let’s get this cat and mouse shit im ready for it!

19) here we go here’s dawn. back at the jammer group. back at DAWN AS THE PRESIDENT HIRING A BUNCH OF WOMEN???????? BIIIIIITTTTCCCCHHHH I LOVE TO SEE IT. INCLUDING DEANNA CHENG (she’s friends with casey which means she’s friends with half the cast we should’ve known she wasn’t going anywhere) AKA THE SALES CLERK WHO HARASSED DAWN IN 1X02????? YES BITHC

20) then wayne and yassir fucking it up (nice facial hair wayne it’s hideous kjsfkjdhg) and the women throwing paper at him??? LKJRHGKLJSERH????

21) blair and tiff dressed up??? guys. they’re going to some rich people gala thing. this is what i was talkinf about. im almost certain this is how blair and harris meet. their wives are gonna see each other after not having spoken in years bc of whatever but they used to be friends so they go to talk and the husbands and dragged along and *closet case to closet case communication sounds*

22) ok now BLAIR’S on the exercise craze? i thought that was just gonna be dawn like in s1 also how long is this exercise montage in the show bc there are some things a god fearing lesbian shouldn’t have to see. this weird mirror talking shit feels like voyeurism from this perspective i feel like i shouldn’t be seeing this.

23) she’s still topping him??? after all that??? aight yk it’s part of the dynamic

24) tiff is wearing the same dress in “you do, hunk” as she is in the bit where they get out of the limo and deal with the paparazzi so i presume that workout scene is immediately before that gala thing im establishing a #timeline

25) the skants reveal??? we call that PLOT DEVELOPMENT i love a good callback to the first season

26) the shocked gasp i can’t tell if it’s good or bad. also does this mean tiff’s starting her own company? since georgina is liquid?

27) larry telling dawn that mo’s on his way back for revenge? spliced with mo staring at the wall like he so frequently does while smoking? mayhaps this editing went off also i never thought i’d say this but the brotherfucker has a point mo is gonna pop off when he sees yall again

28) FBI wyd........ that’s a lot

29) that falling out last season bit: blair’s definitely talking about tiff’s parents, and im almost certain andrew flubbed right there and improvised over it by saying “autumn.” well im appreciative of that bc a) it’s funny and b) it indicates when this is going on a bit. it’s not like we’re two years in the future or anything. this is probably gonna start a couple of months after the crash and that’s it.

30) no idea who blair is talking to tho since i can’t see the woman’s face. could be one of tiff’s friends? idk. also nice hair tiff

31) that ball spinning around like a gumball in a machine? weird transition but aight. also immediately after, dawn is in the lehman office, again no idea why. probably the same scene as larry telling her that mo is plotting his revenge but idk why she’s there.

32) that shot of a plane coming into JFK? now im near certain that mo is in cali it would make so much sense please showtime just MAKE SENSE. 

33) confetti and mo’s entrance? you know what it’s what i should’ve expected tbh it’s all so delightfully in character EDIT: THE CONFETTI IS NOT BEFORE MO’S ENTRANCE. YOU CAN SEE DAWN’S CLOTHES CHANGE COLOR, IT WAS JUST AN EDITING TRICK.

34) mo’s just gonna pull up, zero fucks, in the middle of the day. much different than how i thought this scene would go, with a lot of betrayal and drama involved instead of this bitch just pulling up. now idek if dawn and mo are in contact before this, when before i was almost certain they would be.

35) what blair says here is definitely not the first thing he says when mo walks in, i can tell from the editing. also im near certain that blair doesn’t say “bro.” it sounds edited in/done in post (his voice pitches up a lot there when that’s usually a beat when your voice would fall), so i wouldn’t be surprised if blair curses a lot there and they just had to edit it to stay in the green band. 

36) ol polluted waterfall lookin ass jshgkjfdhg mo quit lying that hairstyle is not popular fuck off

37) im loving this tagging order tbh. paul scheer getting tagged in the trailer is just. what he deserves. do we consider keith a protagonist now? he’s in all the promo material by name and face now.

38) regina and andrew look so good god yes also the editing is so GOOD fuck

39) keith (hand holding emoji) blair

        getting hit by random vehicles

40) NO THE LIMBO FUCK SHIT THESE CARS WERE NOT MEANT TO LAST almost looks deliberate :eyes emoji:

41) what’s keith doing with this barbershop quartet wtf

42) almost certain that’s tiff singing? based on 1x09 this oughta be good lmao

43) THE HEEL CLICKING IS TAKING ME OUT HGKJDHFGKJFD. could this be mo and marcus? who knows?

44) look at all the cash wtf what’s all that cash for? ah shit here we go again

45) tiff entering another dimension followed by dawn doing what is certainly a mountain of coke? kind of poetic cinema ok

46) ok dawn’s wearing that green suit again from my icon so??? what does it mean what does it all mean

47) who is mo squaring up with tf? is this marcus? i can’t tell in this lighting maybe it’s fake shooting guy idk also where the fuck are they? some party? but not a rich ppl thing just a thing? idk

48) guys. we have it. the fucking airdate. i have been stanning since the first fucking episode almost a year ago today and finally we have an airdate. respect to the new stans but yall dont know what seven and a half months of network radio silence in regards to your current obsession feels like. @hatimbinaba msged me and said we had a date and the shot of adrenaline i felt was like nothing else. serotonin is currently stored in the black monday and now the serotonin is stored in the ME. Sunday, March 15, 2020, 10 pm motherfuckers. put that shit on the calendar. also looks like we have a slightly earlier timeslot which is nice.

49) and to top (ahah) it all off we have blair just straight up gay panicking at the end. that’s definitely tuc and june and if yall have been following yall would know that tuc is playing blair’s love interest and june is playing tuc’s wife so this is all very jghsrkjghs im rly excited for this scene. no way of knowing if this is before or after blair and harris get together but it’s still kshgkdjhgdkj. rich people golfing? more like rich people existing lmao. also where’s that onion video i need to find the onion video fuck this is just like the onion said would happen. i will post it and make memes later. 

50) then blair just gets hit??? by the golfcart?? and there’s this scream that is definitely not the scream of andrew, tuc or june so??? whose scream was that??? did they add that shit in post??? tf???? also tuc and june barely flinching is really decapitating me kjshkrjdg

51) there’s no way of knowing if tiff is also at the golf course, but if she isn’t? then it’s just blair and his canon love interest and canon love interest’s wife???? which is so funny “hey come play golf with me” “oh is anyone else coming?” “ya my wife” “you’re so stupid i have to question how you’re even still alive”

52) WHEEWWWW AND THAT’S IT YALL!!! BUT A COUPLE MORE THINGS. some distinct absences: no known shot of marcus (which is wack yall would think they would want to plug the hell out of dulé hill) and very few shots of harris and corky. why. promote your newcomers some more tf.

anyways that’s all on this long ass post. @ mutuals expect more freakouts xx love yall this is unedited just raw emotion

[chiquititae]

50 questions tag

i was tagged by @softyoong and @queenyoonji ily thank u uwu

1. What takes up too much of your time?

   the internet and laying awake thinking of stuff lmao

2. What makes your day better?

   reading, talking with my friends, cuddling with my pets

3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today?

   umm my friend comes over later today and we will have a sleepover!

4. What fictional place would you like to go to?

    ummm maybe it’s not a fictional place but i would like to live in the doctor who universe and like... travel through time and space please and thank u

5. Are you good at giving advice?

  i honestly do not know im probably horrible at it

6. Do you have any mental illness?

   lmaooo i was diagnosed with social anxiety and depression but ther’s probably more

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

   is it a sleep paralysis when you lie awake but can’t open your eyes or move?? then yes

8. What musician inspired you the most?

   bts bc they’re the only artist i actually felt a connection with (except halsey but it was a long time ago)

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

  no not really

10. What’s your dream date?

     it would be something chill like a walk in the forest or netflix&chil djghjshgkj

11. What do others notice about you?

      uhhhh idk?? probably that i have a weird laugh (and i mean the jin wind shield laugh)

12. What is an annoying habit you have?

      i always crack my neck by pushing my chin forward thats why people think i want to put up a fight jkghdkjfhkj

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

     more like crush and not really  

14. How many exes do you have?

     none

15. How many songs are in your playlist?

    i don’t have a playlist atm

16. What instruments can you play?

      a goddamn recorder

17. What do you have the most pictures of?

      my pets and memes

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

     literally everywhere wtf but lately i really want to go to greece

19. What is your zodiac?

    taurus sun, libra moon, aries rising

20. Do you relate to it?

     i don’t know shit about astrology pls

21. What is happiness to you?

     surrounding myself with people i love, feeling rested and at peace

22. Are you going through anything right now?

      a sexuality crisis sigh but also another wave of anxiety about my future 

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made?

     sharing too much with fake friends too soon without actually checking if they can be trusted and if they will be on my side

24. What’s your favorite store?

     thrift shops

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

     it’s a woman’c choice and it should absolutely be legal

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

     not really bc i don’t think i will be able to do much with it

27. Do you have a favorite album?

      not really

28. What do you want for your birthday?

      so my birthday is tomorrow and i just want some people to at least wish me happy birthday bc some people i know irl and cared for totally forgot about it last year. also some goddamn peace of mind would be nice

29. What are most people’s first impression of you?

    that i’m quiet probably 

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

      i think i look my age, i’ve never been asked for ID at least jkdgkgj

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

     next to my head

32. What word do you say the most?

     yikes

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

    2-3 years older but the 3 years is a stretch

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

      2 years younger?? but i would be most comfortable dating someone my age

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

     idk lmao

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

     literally everything sounding nice

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

      germany or canada

38. What is your current favorite song?

       jamais vu at the moment

39. How long have you had this blog for?

     this one probably like over 1 year but my first one since 2013

40. What are you excited for?

      my friend coming over today bc she will finally meet my pets dfjkghdfkg

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

      definitely listener

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

    cleaned up my room 

43. What do you want for christmas?

     i never know what i want so djghdfkjg

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

       umm when i was in high school i had the best grades in english

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

    8. it’s actually a good day today

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?

      hopefully doing something i will not hate and in a small flat in a city with my future girlfriend uwu

47. When did you get your first heartbreak?

     oh my, idk i used to be (and still am)  pretty fragile kid so every little bad remark broke my heart djggjkldgj

48. What age do you want to get married?

    i don’t really have an age in mind

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

      a singer or an actress bc every little girl wanted this and now i’m like oH HELL NO

50. What do you crave right now?

     cuddles as always, to watch the handmaiden for like the 5th time, something sweet

i tag: @hamkis @eriiees @ssprlngday @jamaisvubf @piscesjeon @sopeshighnotes @biminie @parkjiminsprincess @joonieflower @rysiowate @rosegoldje0n

[ughdesighhns]

50 questions tag.

I was tagged by this cutie @looney-joonie

1. What takes up too much of your time?

Work and sleep 😔✊

2. What makes your day better?

when I get to relax and sit around drinking water with lemons in it.

3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today?

My sister brought me a chipotle bowl 😔✊

4. What fictional place would you like to go to?

all of the island regions in Pokémon / TARDIS

5. Are you good at giving advice?

Definitely depends on what it is but I try my best.

6. Do you have any mental illness?

Not that I know of..

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

Im honestly not sure because I can’t tell if I’m just dreaming about one or if it’s real.

8. What musician inspired you the most?

Many, but in terms of art , BTS and twenty one pilots.

9.have you ever fallen in love?

I wouldn’t say so..

10. What’s your dream date?

going to thrifty stores or hanging out and playing uno or video games lol

11. What do others notice about you?

Tbh idk

12. What is an annoying habit you have?

Stealing clothes and pausing anime to rant.

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

lmao no way

14. How many exes do you have?

Lol

15. How many songs are in your playlist?

I like to cull and update a lot of my playlists so they actually never get too big but the fattest playlist I had was around 400 songs.

16. What instruments can you play?

Piano and ukulele (badly)

17. What do you have the most pictures of?

i actually am not sure but it’s making me super curious. But I think the answer is anatomy photo shoot pictures in reference for my art annd then probably blurry pictures of Yoongi.

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

Japan, Iceland & the town where I grew up.

19. What is your zodiac?

Sad Sagittarius sister

20. Do you relate to it?

I can’t ever remember what the deal is with Sagittarius’s personality and stuff but i know whenever I read stuff concerning it it’s usually right on the money so I’d say yes sort of.

21. What is happiness to you?

When you can hang loose and Live in the moment (id type a huge thing but I have zombie brain rn )

22. Are you going through anything right now?

yes a lot, I don’t exactly want to talk about much of

It but I am going to be graduating high school soon so that’s somethin’

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made?

Ehm pass

24. What’s your favorite store?

World market ( fun house & bath stuff ), changing hands bookstore (used books) , Zia records ( vinyls, cds and nerdy stuff )

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

decision should be left to the individual.

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

It’s not actively something I keep track of but yes.

27. Do you have a favorite album?

Holy fuck there are too many.

28. What do you want for your birthday?

Return trip to the beach

29. What are most people’s first impression of you?

I’ve been told I’m intimidating but friendly. Which I don’t get I’m the biggest wuss ever

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

Literally 16 because I am young looking.

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

I keep it on my nightstand beside my bed on night mode. Before I kept it on night mode I would find it in my hand in the morning or across the room...

32. What word do you say the most?

“Like” “something like that” “oof”

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

24.

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

I don’t date people younger than I am. especially since I am 18, there’s an awkward maturity gap. (from my own personal experience I guess)

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

I sometimes get Public relations wtf? But I get told Tattoo artist more often.

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

alternative, rock and rap.

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

Sweden or japan.

38. What is your current favorite song?

Dope on a rope - The growlers / pink - no rome

39. How long have you had this blog for?

Dunno...

40. What are you excited for?

Finishing a manga I’ve been working on and submitting my art portfolio to be graded 😔✊🌸

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

Once I start talking I won’t stop but I love listening to people rant.

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

I made some mounts for my art pieces and I finished drawing a page of a manga I’m working on.

43. What do you want for Christmas?

U. 👀

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

Lol world history and art where strong points for me

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

Kind of a 4 to be honest.. ( mostly bcuz I’m sleepy )

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?

I’ll be 28 so hopefully getting married haha

47. When did you get your first heartbreak?

When I was 15-16 I broke up with a friend while I was moving away. ( it sucked but I’m glad I did it )

48. What age do you want to get married?

Around 27 or 28.

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

Omg a ballerina or artist.

50. What do you crave right now?

Sleep and the next ep of AOT season 4 😩

There we go whew.

A lot of people ik have already done this so I won’t tag a bunch but Ik @eektheart hasn’t 👀 hehe

[livi-asdfghjkl]

100 Truths

Tagged by by my older sister, @freckledpianoman

1. Real name: Olivia

2. Nicknames: Livi

3. Zodiac sign: Taurus

4. Gender: Female

5. Nursery: I don’t remember.

6. Primary school: Public school

7. Secondary school: Public.

8. Hair color: Blonde

9. Long or short: Long

10. Loud or quiet: Loud around people that I’m close with, quiet basically everywhere else.

11. Sweats or jeans: Sweats

12. Phone or camera: Phone

13. Health freak: Absolutely not.

14. Drink or smoke: Haven’t tried either, don’t plan to.

15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yup, but my sister will probably be reading this so I won’t tell.

16. Political orientation: I’m not telling.

17. Piercings: None

18. Tattoos: none

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:

19. Airplane: No

20. Car *accident*: No, but there have been some close calls.

21. Fist fight: No, but there are some people I wish I could beat up.

FIRSTS:

22. Piercing: Ears

23. Best friend: A girl in preschool named Selena

24. Instrument: Viola

25. Award: Um, I don’t really remember.

26. Crush: Some boy in preschool or kindergarten. I think his name was either Andrew or Tyler. Or maybe I had a crush on an Andrew in preschool and a Tyler in kindergarten?

27. Language: English

28. Big vacation: Florida

LASTS:

29. Person I talked to: My sister.

30. Person I texted: My mom, telling her my Chipotle order.

31. Person I watched: I don’t know.

32. Food I ate: Tortilla chips and guac.

33. Movie I watched: Detective Pikachu

34. Song I listened to: More Than Survive from Be More Chill (original cast recording, not broadway.)

35. Thing I bought: A Bob Ross keychain.

36. Person I hugged: My mom.

FAVES:

37. Food: theres too many to choose from, i cant narrow it down to just one

38. Drinks: Sweet tea, Dr. Pepper, Kiwi and Strawberry Snapple

39. Clothing: probably my Shane Dawson Hoodie.

40. Book: In 27 Days by Alison Gervais. I’m a sucker for romance mixed with tragedy.

41. Color: Purple.

42. Flower: Tulips

43. Music: Be More Chill, Hadestown, Dear Evan Hansen, Queen, Heathers the Musical, Mean Girls (obviously also a musical lol), Bo Burnham  

44. Movie: Detective Pikachu.

45. Subjects: English

IN THE PAST YEAR I’VE

(my sister skipped 89 and im copy and pasting the questions from hers soooo)

47. [] Kissed in the rain

48. [X] Celebrated Halloween

49. [] Had your heart broken

50. [] Went over the minutes on your cell phone (wtf does this question even mean lol)

51. [] Someone questioned your sexual orientation

52. [] Used a weapon

53. [] Breathed fire

54. [] Had an abortion

55. [X] Done something you’ve regretted

56. [] Broke a promise

57. [X] Kept a secret

58. [X] Pretended to be happy

59. [X] Met someone who changed your life

60. [X] Pretended to be sick

61. [] Left the country

62. [X] Tried something you normally wouldn’t like, and liked it

63. [X] Cried over the silliest thing

64. [X] Ran a mile

65. [] Went to the beach

66. [X] Stayed single

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: Nothing

68. Drinking: Nothing

69. Getting ready to: Eat dinner

70. Listening to: Nothing

71. Plans for tomorrow/today: idk

72. Waiting for: Dinner to be done

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids: I’m not sure. We’ll see.

74. Want to get married: of course

75. Careers in mind: author

WHICH IS BETTER ON A PERSON/PARTNER:

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes

77. Shorter or taller: If I love you enough, I won’t care.

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.

79. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms!!! if my SO is gonna strangle me i want to be strangled with nice arms.

80. Sensitive or loud: I’ll take any relationship I can get, I’m not gonna get picky

81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

82. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: Not yet.

84. Ran away from home: No

85. Held a weapon for self defense: No

86. Killed somebody: I’ll never tell you

87. Broken someone’s heart: I sure hope not.

88. Been arrested: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Miracles: Yes

91. Yourself: No

92. Love at first sight: I wish, but no.

93. Heaven: Yeah, but reincarnation is fine too I guess.

94. Santa Claus: No

95. Easter Bunny: No

96. Magic: I’ve never thought about it.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

97. Is there one person you want to be with, right now: Idk if you mean romantically or just in general, but obviously romantically I’d wanna be with my crush.

98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: Ehhh

99. Are you happy with the person you’re with: I’m s i n g l e

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 5 people: BOLD OF YOU TO ASSUME I KNOW 5 PEOPLE ON HERE

[shyysims]

Oh dear God

SO I WAS TAGGED BY @enismald THAAANKS I’m tagging these kids (idk who’s done this already but pfft take it) @sourpeachess @priismik @omg-puddingpie @sim-borg @humanitys-shortest

Rules: You have to make a simself and put whatever you wish like traits or anything about you. Then answer +100 freaking questions I feel like a star why are you interviewing me

So uhh yeah here

Traits: shy, gamr gril, book reader, loner, trash panda, horror lover(:

What is your full name? Maryssa

What is your nickname? Shyy

Birthday? May 27

What is your favorite book series? Goosebumps bitches

Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? I REALLY want to

Who is your favorite author? R.L. Stine or Stephen King

What is your favorite radio station? What is a radio

What is your favorite flavor of anything? Vanilla or green apple

What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? cool beans, lit (im sorry)

What is your current favorite song? UHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS ONE

What is your favorite word? Cunt (im not sorry)

What was the last song you listened to? That one up there

What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Castle Rock BABY

What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Sweeney Todd or Rocky Horror Picture Show

Do you play video games? Yiss

What is your biggest fear? HEIGHTS (i.e falling from said heights)

What is your best quality, in your opinion? ....PFFFTTT

What is your worst quality, in your opinion? Insecure af

Do you like cats or dogs better? .......CATS

What is your favorite season? Fall/Autumn

Are you in a relationship? What’s a relationship

What is something you miss from your childhood? Having friends lol

Who is your best friend? Uhhhno

What is your eye color? Dark brown

What is your hair color? A mess of dark brown and auburn

Who is someone you love? MY MOTHER

Who is someone you trust? MY MOTHER

Who is someone you think about often? A stupid boy(:

Are you currently excited about/for something? Probs GF tbhhh I want it

What is your biggest obsession? Owuwatch

What was your favorite TV show as a child? COURAGE THE COWARDLY DOG

Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? Like three of my online friends(’:

Are you superstitious? Nahh fam

Do you have any unusual phobias? A massive amount of ants (it’s gross)

Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Behind

What is your favorite hobby? Used to be writing...now it’s vidya games(:

What was the last book you read? A Sherlock Holmes book

What was the last movie you watched? Hills Have Eyes 2 (don’t judge me ok)

What musical instruments do you play, if any? I tried to teach myself the piano...didn’t turn out too great

What is your favorite animal? BEARS they attac but they so cuddly lookin’

What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? UHHHHH theones I tagged hue 

What superpower do you wish you had? The power of self confidence (ooh edgy)

When and where do you feel most at peace? My room(:

What makes you smile? Sombra POTGs((:

What sports do you play, if any?  What is a sport

What is your favorite drink? Coffeeeee

When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? What is this sorcery you speak of

Are you afraid of heights? Uh heckin’ yes

What is your biggest pet peeve? Hypocrites(: (spoilers: I am one)

Have you ever been to a concert? Nahh

Are you vegan/vegetarian? Nahh

When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? An author

What fictional world would you like to live in? Tbh? A dystopian future. Preferably with death and destruction everywhere

What is something you worry about? Life

Are you scared of the dark? Not really

Do you like to sing? YES but the real question is CAN I sing? ‘Cause that’s a big FAT no 

Have you ever skipped school? Uhh yes

What is your favorite place on the planet? MY BED

Where would you like to live? Forests. Trees. 0 population.

Do you have any pets? Yes! A doggo and a spawn of satan

Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? Night owl fo sho (its currently 4:22 am what is sleep)

Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets

Do you know how to drive? No :c

Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? Earbuds

Have you ever had braces? Nahh

What is your favorite genre of music? Uhh music

Who is your hero? My MoThEr

Do you read comic books? I’ve read a few..but I really want more

What makes you the most angry? Superficial cunts

Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Real shit all day err day

What is your favorite subject in school? English!

Do you have any siblings? Four, three bros and a sis

What was the last thing you bought? Fekkin’ Cheetos Puffs

How tall are you? 5′8

Can you cook? I don’t wanna brag but I make a mean ass mac n cheese and I burn popcorn

What are three things that you love? Stories, my parents, FOOD

What are three things that you hate? Cunts, my lack of motivation, the color pink 

Do you have more female friends or more male friends? Dudes (girls hate me and idk why)

What is your sexual orientation? I like dick

Where do you currently live? 'Tucky

Who was the last person you texted? A stupid boy(:

When was the last time you cried? A few weeks ago

Who is your favorite YouTuber? CallMeKevin

Do you like to take selfies? Only when I make really stupid faces

What is your favorite app? ......Youtube?

What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? They’re cool beans, I love them, but sometimes I really wanna punch them in their throats

What is your favorite foreign accent? Aussie baby

What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Literally anywhere but ‘Tucky (Besides Ohio, Indiana, Tennessee, and Texas)

What is your favorite number? Anything even

Can you juggle? UHHH I can juggle with two but not three

Are you religious? Lolno not really

Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? Outer space BOI

Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? Absolutely not

Are you allergic to anything? Nahh

Can you curl your tongue? Heckin’ yes

Can you wiggle your ears? Wtf no

How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? As soon as I realize I am (unless I’m arguing with my brother, fuck him)

Do you prefer the forest or the beach? FOREST

What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? Advice pfft what

Are you a good liar? Mehhhh

What is your Hogwarts House? You really gonna make me take a test and find out (I got Ravenclaw)

Do you talk to yourself? Lol you don’t?

Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Introvert def (though I’m trying to change)

Do you keep a journal/diary? Kinda, sorta (I only write bad things in it((: )

Do you believe in second chances? Yeah, sure

If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Turn it in? Idk

Do you believe that people are capable of change? Yes and no

Are you ticklish? Fuck you

Have you ever been on a plane? Hell no

Do you have any piercings? Double ear piercings(:

What fictional character do you wish was real? Oh a lot

Do you have any tattoos? Not yet

What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? Quitting my retail job((:

Do you believe in karma? Heckin’ yes

Do you wear glasses or contacts? Glasses ‘cause I can’t see shit(: Contacts are weird don’t touch my eyeball

Do you want children? Some day maybe

Who is the smartest person you know? ME DUH (lol no im a fuckin’ idiot) MY MOTHER

What is your most embarrassing memory? Thinking the toaster ran on batteries because I was unaware of the crumb tray (My family brings it up every time we get together, fyi)

Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? All the TIME

What color are most of you clothes? Black (like my soul) ((im sorry))

Do you like adventures? Yess

Have you ever been on TV? Once

How old are you? 22 (i totally forgot lol)

What is your favorite quote? “Are you suggesting that coconuts migrate?”

Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? Food

if you read all of this you’re a real trooper and i love you <3

[batsysims]

didnt wanna do an actual Simself Edit™ so have an arrested development reference

anyways

i was tagged by @0cherub & i tag any1 who hasnt done this yet bc who doesnt like answering 125 questions abt themselves oh also @flavortowne im forcing you to do this sry

get to know me tag

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? its batsy dont worry abt it

2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? its batsy dont worry abt it

3. BIRTHDAY? september 15

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES?  what?? are books

5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? ye both

6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? ummmm idk lmfao i havent “read” a “book”” in like 5 years 

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? 35 & 36 on sirius are like basically the exact same station but that doesnt mean i dont constantly alternate between the two whenever im near a radio

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? pink is a v trustworthy flavor

9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? *owen wilson voice* wrow

10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? what kinda question is this wt f ive currently reobsessed myself w marina and the diamonds so honestly any of her discography

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? idk any words :^/ sry

12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? wheels on the bus im exhausted

13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? man in the high castle. man in the high castle. man in the high ca

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? clerks al;dksfjf

15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? almost exclusively sims and fallout but every once in a while some indie game i find on steam so. yea

16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? never doing anything in my life and having nothing 2 look forward to!! yay

17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? probably my resiliency, maybe?? idk

18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? my habit of allowing bad things to happen to me lol

19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? cats but im sorta kinda indifferent 2 both i think i might 1 of the 5 ppl on earth who dont like having pets

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? summer and fall

21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? yea

22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? not being lazy lmfao

23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? @flavortowne eye emoji

24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? blue

25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? its natural brown but im thinkn abt going either red or blonde again

26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? like 3 ppl irl and everyone on discord u guys legit

27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? my person and @flavortowne eye emoji

28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? tom hardy. what is his end goal

29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? tbh going 2 basic lmfao im!! lame

30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? as of right now,, spiderverse lol

31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? teletubbies was fckn legit and so was old school spongebob

32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? my person

33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? im not superstitious,,, but i am a little stitious

34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? i cant deal w fishing poles idk

35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? in front babey

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? sims or stitching play foods 4 the kid to use on her play kitchen

37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? stop asking book questions

38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? spiderverse yeye

39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? piano & i try 2 pretend i know what im doing w a ukulele

40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? stingrays :^)

41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? legit all my mutuals

42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? i had an oc that could read ppls memories like a scrapbook if he touched them and i always honestly thought that was. cool

43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? in my house!! the door b locked bitch!!!!

44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? toddler being an idiot toddler

45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY?  its not really,, a sport,, but i bike

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? cream soda in those glass bottles is top tier non-alcoholic beverage

47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? i wrote a letter 2 my person telling him he was an idiot and by the time it was mailed 2 his house i was already living there lol

48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? nah

49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? either ppl blowing vape in my face or holding something so close to my face i cant see i just go ballistic

50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? nope unless u count a sesame street liveshow like 10 years ago

51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? nope!

52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a cop lmfao

53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? this is horrible but the setting of new vegas i just feel like id be at home there, w the radiation and constant danger and dehydration

54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? the kid

55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? only when im looking in the mirror adlkfj start thinkn abt a different face showing up instead of mine idk

56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yea

57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? skipped a whole year adlfkj

58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? this is basic but i miss the tri-state area

59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? this is basic but i miss nj

60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? yea :^/ a dog, a cat, and uhhhh 14 fish

61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? night owl but honestly im just always tired

62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunsettttt

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? i do

64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? headphones. they just work

65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? nah but i need em

66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? i listen to everything tbh

67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? michael cera

68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? i used to read them religiously but not so much any more. i am reading the TAZ graphic novel tho

69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? having to repeat myself 20 times. or being an idiot when i wanna start a new hobby

70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? idk how to read

71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? honestly i had a blast in econ and my law enforcement class

72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? a bro, another sibling, and a half-bro

73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? food lmfao

74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? every time i measure myself im 5′2″ but the government insists that i am 5′3″ so w/e

75. CAN YOU COOK? yeap

76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? alcohol, bike riding, wearing stupid makeup

77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? ppl holding me back, bird box, when my nail breaks before i can file it so its all oglee

78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? uh idk?? i dont have,, many,,,, friends

79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? bi

80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? sc :’^(

81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my brother

82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? 2 nights ago the kid pistol whipped me in the chin w her phone and it just hurt so bad it legit made me lose it

83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? ok this is dumb as shit the kid is obsessed w Blippi and i have a mom crush on him afdslfkjs

84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? ye

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? i am currently obsessed w L.O.L. Surprise! Pop but all in all probs Pocket Camp

86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? bad as parents but theyre fine now that im an adult and they have a grandkid they can like

87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? i dont like a majority of them lmfao but idk maybe uh?? irish

88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? rly wanna go to nevada but im moving to the mojave soon anyways so

89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 15

90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? nope

91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? i was raised christian but i dont rly give a shit abt any of that

92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? outer space my dood the ocean is dumb and scary

93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? im jus livin my life

94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? i mean. im lactose intolerant but thats abt it

95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? nope

96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? no

97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? when im wrong abt something

98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? forest ig bad choices

99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? i dont think i was ever given advice, ever. maybe thats why im like this

100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? idk i try not 2 lie unless its like. an obvious exaggeration for the lols

101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? wtf idk ok i just did one of those quizzes & im a slytherin?? what does that mean

102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? yeah

103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? more of an introvert but im ok w going out there if i gotta

104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? i keep one for the kid but thats abt it

105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? nah. unless it was something stupid like burning food like im not gonna ban u from the kitchen

106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? if theres an id i guess mail it 2 the address on there?? idk ive never just. found a wallet. i think this happens a lot less than all the hypotheticals make it out to be

107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? if theyre dedicated to it. i dont think ppl can just do it over night and i dont think its ever a 100% change

108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? dont touch me

109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? Yep

110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? 2 in both ears but thats it

111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? spidr...mna

112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? no :^( once im cleared for them tho deffo

113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? i hate that this is the answer but enlisting adlfkjs

114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? yeah ig??

115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? glasses

116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? 2 late

117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? we all b stupit

118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? idk?? i get embarrassed but also get over it quick so like. idk

119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? yea

120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black & red

121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? mhm

122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? i was on nickelodeon back when they had those cuts to the Live Studio Audience™

123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 21

124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? “I wish there was a way to know you’re in the good old days before you’ve actually left them.”

125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savory i almost never eat anything sweet

[poly-pan-cakes]

???

found this thing on fb

I was tagged by @777-777-777777

1. Do you like blue cheese? .....uh FUCK NO 

2. Coke or Pepsi? Coke, specifically ero 

3. Do you own a gun? hell to the nope

4. What flavor of Kool-Aid! wtf is Kool-Aid? 

5. Hot dogs? im veggo so im gonna have to go with nope 

6. Favorite TV shows? Gilmore Girls, Battlestar Galactica, Adventure Time, B99

7. Do you believe in ghosts? I? Don’t? Know?

8. What do you drink in the morning? covefe or wada 

9. Can you do a push-up ? yep

10. Favorite piece of jewelry?  I have a necklace with a brain on it 

11. Favorite hobby? Singing 

12. Do you have ADD/ADHD? yepppp

13. Do you wear glasses? im supposed to 

14. Favorite cartoon character? Marceline

15. Three things you did today? Watched netflix, ate food, smoked

16. Three drinks you drink? blue powerade, covefe, water 

17. Current worry? i have generalised anxiety disorder i worry about EVERYTHING

18. Do you believe in magic? yep!

19. Favorite place to be? on my patio with music and my pipe 

20. How did you ring in the year? smoked, drank, slept 

21. Where would you like to visit? somewhere with snow 

22. Name five people who would most likely do this?   @letsrevince @julzthebrave @passionatelyyawning @lilac-literally @briennah (idk some of yall but you guys reblog most of my stuff the most) be my friend?

23. Favorite movies? the perks of being a wallflower 

24. Favorite color? aqua 

26. Can you whistle? ye

27. What are you doing right now? this

28. Where would you rather be right now? my dads grave 

29. Favorite food? pasta 

30. Least favorite chore? cleaning the bathroom 

32. What’s in your pockets? im at home, and home means no pants 

33. Last thing that made you laugh? i assume something on the internet 

34. Favorite animal? red pandas

35. What’s your most recent injury? welts from an allergic reaction 

36. How many TVs in your house? 1

37. Worst pain ever? i have chronic pain so im constantly in pain. But probably dislocating a new joint for the first time, and skeleton on fire 

38. Do you like to dance? yeah, i tend to just get lost in music 

39. Are your parents still alive? Dad’s dead, mum disowned me so .... no 

40. Do you like camping? im allergic to grasses, most bugs, have severe sleeping problems so nope 

[samohyo]

50 questions tag 

tagged by @kaheis,thank uuu <3

1. what takes up too much of your time? youtube 

2. what makes your day better? being productive

3. what’s the best thing that happened to you today? momo mina dahyun and chaeyoung covering move

4. what fictional place would you like to go? hogsmeade, it seems like a cold cool place

5. are you good at giving advice? sadly i’m terrible at it

6. do you have any mental illness? nope

7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? no

8. what musician inspired you the most? i’ll say mcfly as a whole just because i learned english just to understand wtf they were saying

9. have you ever fallen in love? nah

10. what’s your dream date? driving somewhere at night just talking about stuff we like or idk movies + dinner?

11. what do others notice about you? that i’m awkward? sadsgh

12. what is the annoying habit you have? hm shaking my legs when im nervous

13. do you still talk to you first love? no

14. how many ex’s do you have? zero 

15. how many songs are on your playlist? 173

16. what instruments can you play? piano, guitar, but only simple/easy songs lmao and the bass

17. who do you have the most pictures of? twice... 

18. where would you like to go before you die? italy, greece, new zealand, england, germany, other brazilian states, honestly anywhere would be cool 

19. what is your zodiac? aquarius

20. do you relate to it? i mean, it’s hard to not relate a little bit, i just don’t agree with that “they are crazy/weird people”

21. what is happiness to you? being at peace

22. are you going through anything right now? always

23. what’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? not going to college right after high school

24. what’s your favourite store? there’s this bookstore that i really like at the mall i usually visit, specially their comic book session, it’s pretty cool and colorful

25. what’s your opinion on abortion? a woman should always have the right to decide

26. do you keep a bucket list? nope

27. do you have a favourite album at the moment? oh yes!

- Little Mix’s LM5

- The 1975′s A Brief Inquiry Into Online Relationships

- Day6′s Remember Us: Youth Part 2

28. what do you want for your birthday?  a job D:

29. what are most peoples first impression of you? arrogant, because i’m really shy and quiet so i don’t make an effort to talk to people :/

30. what age do you seem according to most people? i dont know but they are always surprised when i say im 23

31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? as far as possible otherwise i sleep text

32.what word do you say the most? it’s not just one word but i say “i don’t know” a lot

33. what’s the oldest age you would date? a year older, so rn 24

34. what’s the youngest age you would date? a year younger so 22

35. what job/career do most people say would suit you? kindergarten teacher

36. what’s your favourite music genre? hm i’ll say pop but i >really< enjoy listening to bands and orchestras

37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? somewhere colder

38. what is your current favourite song? fiancé - mino

39. how long have you had this blog for? since ?? 2017?? i dont remember sagajklj

40. what are you excited for? monsta x’s comeback

41. are you a better talker or listener? better listener

42. what is the last productive thing you did? i finished my sudoku book this morning lmao

43. what do you want for christmas? 11 months until christmas but a new pair of earphones

44. what class do you get the best grades in? history! and languages in general, except portuguese, it’s a shame i know

45. on a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? 3

46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years? i dont know but hopefully i’ll be happy doing whatever

47. when did you get your first heartbreak? when rebelde ended

48. at what age do you want to get married? i dont want to get married

49. what career did you want to have as a child? i wanted to be a footballer, shocking, i know

50. what do you crave right now? pizza

[captainberserk]

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 15 people

tagged by @1tobio im sorry this fucking website wont let me tag you i hope you see it xd but thank you very much for the tag :) 

LAST

1. drink - milk

2. 📱 call -  my grandpa

3. text - to a friend

4. song you listened to - idk whatever was playing on the radio last night

5. time you 😢 - im a man i dont cry :D tears of joy tho a few days ago

HAVE YOU EVER

6. dated someone twice - no

7. 😘 someone and regretted it - no

8. been cheated on - no

9. lost someone special - yes

10. been depressed - yes

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - no

FAVORITE COLORS

12. yellow

13. red

14. blue

15. black

in the last year have you

16. made new friends - yes

17. fallen out of 💛 - no

18. 😂 until you 😢 - na

19. found out someone was talking about you - na

20. met someone who changed you - no

21. found out who your friends are - yes

22. 😘 someone on your facebook friends list - nope

GENERAL

23. how many friends from your fb friends list do you know irl - all of them

24. do you have any pets - no :( but i want a cat

25. do you want to change your middle name - i dont have one

26. what did you do for your last 🎂 - my brother invited some friends over which i didnt know about so it was kinda a suprise. we hang out ate pizza and chilled together it was nice

27. what time did you wake up today - 10 am

28. what were you doing last night at midnight - i was at friends house

29. what is something you can’t wait for - death

30. what are you listening to right now - im having a twitch stream on in the background

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - no

32. something that gets on your nerves - people who are assholes for no reason wtf do you even exist

33. most visited website - youtube twitch and tumblr

34. hair color - black

35. long hair or short hair - i have short hair

36. do you have a crush on someone - nope

37. what do you like about yourself - honest, helpfu, idk 

38. want any piercings - no

39. blood type: idk 

40. nicknames - captain

41. relationship status - forever alone (hopefully)

42. zodiac - pisces

43. pronouns - your majesty

44. favorite 📺 show - scrubs , drawn together , avatar the last airbender

45. tattoos - no

46. right handed or left - right

47. ever had surgery - no

48. piercings - no

49. sports - i play football 

50. vacation - vacation what? whats the question here?

51. trainers - yes im a pokemon trainer and my mudkip destroy everyone

MORE GENERAL

52. eating - again what do you want?

53. drinking - what

54. i’m about to watch - i started avatar korra recently so that i guess

55. waiting for - death

56. want - death or tbh just beeing endless rich. not for the money i dont need much but just to be free and can do what i want. but thats not gonna happen so death it is lol. life sucks.

57. get married - i hope not

58. career - idk

WHICH IS BETTER

59. kisses or hugs - hugs

60. 👄 or eyes - idc

61. shorter or taller - idc

62. older or younger - idc (not a pedo btw lol)

63. nice arms or stomach - idc

64. hookup or relationship - not much of a relationship guy so hookups i guess lol

65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER

66. 😘 a stranger - no

67. drank hard liquor - no

68. lost glasses - no

69. turned someone down - yes

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someone’s ❤️ - maybe? not sure lol

72. had your 💔 - no

73. been arrested - no

74. 😢 when someone died - no

75. fallen for a friend - yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

76. yourself - i mean i know im an idiot so theres not really much to believe in

77. miracles - kinda

78. 💛 at first sight - no

79. 🎅 - no

80. 😘 on a first date - no

81. angels - kinda

other

82. best friend’s name - 

83. eye color - brown

84. favorite movie - shutter island, inception and horrible bosses to name a few

85. favorite actor - leonardo dicaprio

thanks again for the tag @1tobio (still not working D: )

last time i tagged people i got ignored by everyone so im not doing that again XD but if you wanna do it feel yourself tagged

[mini-pretzel]

alright dude yea EVERY NUMBER FOR SWEETHEART ASKS

… what have i signed up for?

//cracks knuckles

grab a juice box, grab a snack.

we’ll be here for a while. what have i gotten myself into

1. Talk about your first love. 

oh jesus. i actually recently found my old journal lol

from way back when. 2009 i think? i was 13 or some shit. jesus. ok. so my first love was actually over the internet.

yeah, i know. nowadays we’re spoiled with tinder n shit, but back in 2009, all we had was myspace and msn and i met this fucker on skype.

i was so ahead of my time.

anyway, it was october 25, 2009.

here’s a snippet from my journal entry:

well i met a guy on skype. he’s a month younger cause my b-day is on oct 14 and his is on nov 18. but i don’t mind it.

yoooo i was into younger guys even at 13, jfc hahhaa //kill me jk hmu

and then on the next page hahahhaa omg

december 2, 2009

well me and ___ are no longer together. well we never began. he broke my heart two times already. going in depression. please don’t bother. first love, ha!

omfg damn, two months. yeah, that lasted long. also old me: ur so dramatic lol

also i was a feisty lil fella, jeez.

2. What’s the most beautiful songs you’ve ever heard in your opinion? 

this one

3. How’s your heart feeling right now?

a lil stressed. im like, hoping i can get through all of these questions without my computer crashing. pray 4 me.

4. What kind of self care is your favorite to do? 

ok, first thing to note, i fucking love self care. like, too much if im honest.

baths with bubbles and nice smelling scents, lotions, a face mask, taking my time with washing my face and hair and putting on the cutest clothes after. also snacks, always snacks.

when im feeling like spending money: massage. full body. best thing ever. i treat myself to it at least once a year for my b-day.

5. What’s your skincare routine? 

ok so i just got a new skincare line. it’s from nature republic. i have a cleanser, a toner and a moisturizer. it’s fairly simple (unlike 9 steps in korean ahhahha, but like i’ll probably get there in time) also i have a peel mask that smells like bananas that i put on twice a week to get rid of dead skin cells. oh and sometimes i do korean face masks, too.

6. How did you get to be so beautiful?

answered that q here

7. Do you have any stuffed animals?

NO! //hides them all away

8. Best trip you’ve ever been on?

thailand. my parents took me w/ them on their honeymoon.

lol idek why either. trust me.

i was just there for the swimming, riding elephants, getting food poisoning and downing two banana splits in one afternoon. good times.

9. Favorite thing about your room? 

i live in a jungle. but also in an art gallery cause my mom buys paintings online and resells them, but it’s become such a habit for her they are literally EVERYWHEREE I CANNOT.

also sorry mom i keep forgetting to water the GAZILLION plants THAT YOU HAVE MOVED INTO MY ROOM FOR SOME REASON. they’ll be dead by the time ur home. srry ilyyyyy.

also tae hmu if u want some paintings. i got way too many.

10. Opinion on love? 

dude. idk. i mean. it’s definitely not something one can describe easily or fully grasp.

im still waiting for my big love to come along, so like, we can talk about that when we get there.

otherwise, i’ll say this quote that i heard in a song:

give your heart, but keep your head.

11. Are you affectionate? 

with certain people. im weird.

with some people im like no, don’t touch me pls. i bite and scratch.

and with others you cannot get them out of my death love grip.

12. Who do you look up to? 

i look up to bts a lot. they’re doing a lot of good and they’re very respectable artists.

but i also look up to a lot of writers on here because i want to create worlds and writings like them. i won’t tag them cause rip them trying to find why i tagged them in this long ass post haha.

13. Favorite poet? 

@psycho-slytherin

lol sorry bae

ur gonna have to scroll to find out why i tagged u. and then go red and yell at me. hahah.

i also like silentium! by Fyodor Tyutchev

also everything by pushkin (esp ‘i loved you’ fuck that one gets me every time). seriously. that man isn’t called the golden poet in our country for nothing.

i actually don’t read a lot of poetry nowadays unless its my own or my friends’

but im open to recommendations

14. Song that makes you happy? How about one that calms you down when you’re in a bad place?

answered here!

15. Do you play an instrument?

lol no. i was almost taught the piano (lol rip me, i wanna kill my younger lazy ass self) and i dabbled into learning the violin. but that’s like a whole story and a half hahahaha.

16. Do you do art? Using what (pencil, watercolor, etc)?

i used to pencil draw, nothing special tho. a lot of naked ppl lol. butts n boobs were my fave. also pecks whoo.

17. Do you dance? What style of dance? 

i don’t! but i want to. i’ve been looking into dancing schools. i might do hip hop n stuff. see if i have the rhythm, i can’t tell from just jumping around my room lol

18. What’s your zodiac sign? Do you believe in astrology? 

im a libra yo. diplomatic and indecisive af.

i kinda do? there’s some sense there, but it’s too vague. i think ppl need to look into their charts to really grasp their character.

and for some it may not be true at all, so like. idk. we’re all just doing our best here.

19. Favorite old film? 

a russian film that i always watch over the new year. my mom would always joke that the new year doesn’t start till we watch it lol

the irony of fate

20. What’s your hairstyle? 

idk

u

tell

me

21. What weather is the most beautiful, in your opinion?

cloudy but warm. so there’s not too much sun but u can enjoy a nice walk outside without getting rained on.

22. What upsets you most about the world? 

i only have two hands but there are so many cats and dogs. i cannot pet all of them.

23. Are you in love right now?

answered ;)

24. Do you have a crush? If so, talk about them!

here u go

25. Do you have pets? Talk about something sweet about them! 

i don’t! but i wish i did i would shower them with my love.

but @the-trth-untold dogs are the cutest and @psycho-slytherin cats make my day. pls spam meeeee. also i love @paristae cat too.

26. Do you have a lucky number? 

yup. 22.

27. Have you ever wished on a star? What about on a fallen eyelash? 

i’ve never seen a fallen star, so no.

but i’ve wished on a fallen eyelash, always.

28. Do you believe emoji spells to work? 

emoji spells??

bruh i’ve never even heard of it till this ask wtf is that shit

bruh i mean if it works for ppl all power to them??? idk i never tried it

29. Do you believe in magic in general? 

i believe in magic tricks. but magic died for me when santa stopped existing.

30. What’s the most beautiful thing in life, In your opinion?

here

31. Opinion on the color pink? What about baby blue? 

gorgeous colors. i quite like mauve pink and deep dark blue tho.

but baby blue looks amazing on some folks. oof.

32. What instrumental sound is your favorite? 

piano. always.

33. Do you like the sound of wind? What about the sound of rain? 

answered :)

34. Who makes you happy? 

bts and all of my mutuals <3

35. What makes you happy? 

sleep, food, music, writing, cuddles. and forehead kisses.

also more listed here

36. Imagine your ideal life, the life you wish to make, what will that look like? 

i live in a nice apartment. doesn’t have to be expensive, just nice and clean with wooden floors and spacious windows.

i have all the necessities that i need and im never lonely.

i have also touched countless hearts by my books and am able to live comfortably just from my works.

haha. you said ideal, right?

also have someone to spend it with. someone i’d write poetry about daily. a bestfriend first and foremost before a lover.

37. Do you wear makeup? If so what’s your favorite type of makeup or specific makeup product? Favorite store to buy makeup?

answered this fella here

38. Do you wear dresses? If so what’s your favorite dress you own? 

i used to have dresses. but not anymore.

i liked the long sleeve sweater black one i had with a low cut. it was gorgeous. i dont have much of boobage but i always felt like i was sexy in it.

39. Ever been heartbroken? How do you deal with it? 

yep. you just kind of take it one day at a time. some days will be better than the last. some days you’ll cry a little harder and some days you move on a little further. it takes time. make sure you have good people around you so you don’t fall into depression.

40. Who’s your closest friend? What do you love about them? 

ah, to be honest i don’t have a closest friend. i’ve always been the kind of person that always had friends around her but never anyone too deep. and i kinda wish i did. i just don’t know who would come to fill that spot. people always leave, so i kind of gave up assigning that spot. i think the people that want to be in that spot will show themselves and tell me. otherwise i will not assume or assign.

41. Introvert or extrovert? 

introvert. but i have my moments. i can be charming and friendly when i want to.

42. Do you like MBTI? What’s your MBTI? 

i had to look it up cause i forgot what it was lol

i took the test a while back: im infp.

there’s not a lot of us, apparently. which is cool. shout out to all infps out there!

43. Would you be a fairy, a mermaid, a vampire, a siren, or an angel? 

hmmm. what kind of fairy tho? lol

maybe vampire? idk i’d be a sexy immortal lady that’d bite innocent boys and girls that just want to have a good time lol

44. What’s the best song a friend has ever introduced to you? 

this oneee

45. Parlez-vous français? 

no~

46. Most beautiful place you’ve been to? 

butchart gardens

47. Where/when do you truly feel at home? 

here

48. Does smiling put you in a better mood? Try it right now, you’re smile is gorgeous! 

kdjfalkfjdlkdsaf //hides

this ask is flirting with me…

well that’s as much action as im going to get this new years eve lol

49. Favorite shoe you own?

my sweet rose gold kicks, yo.

50. Can you walk in stilettos? Do you like them? 

lol no. i cannot. and i do not. im not made for heels. im tall enough as it is.

51. Do you feel loved? 

every time i talk to my mutuals yes //cry

52. How do you express love to those you care about? 

by saying cute words and by clinging to them like a koala.

53. Favorite term(s) of endearment? 

sweetheart, dear, idk im just like anything honestly. love, baby. go crazy.

i also love mean terms like idiot and stuff. or nicknames that hold inside jokes, something between the two of you only.

54. Most romantic thing someone’s ever done for you? 

hasn’t happened yet. so yeah. any takers? lol

55. When is the happiest you’ve ever been? 

reading a good book for the first time. or just experiencing something new that i end up loving for the first time. nothing can replace that first feeling.

56. Are you happy right now? 

happy im almost done hahhahahahaa. ha.

no but srsly i am <3

57. What makes you smile? 

stupid jokes. puns. someone laughing and showing themselves fully.

58. Do you laugh a lot? 

i mean. i think so? i try. i make jokes a lot and laugh at myself if that counts?

59. What’s your favorite kind of aesthetic? 

ughhhh comfy bf aestheticcc

60. Do you want to marry for love or for some other reason (like money)? 

i have a sour view on marriage. so only if i love someone hard enough. but even then i don’t know if i’ll do it. it hurts too much to think about marriage and wedding rings for me.

61. What would your dream wedding look like? Do you want to get married? 

see above.

62. Favorite flower?

orchid.

63. Favorite artist?

claude monet.

64. Favorite music artist?

bts lol

no surprises there.

65. How kind do you think you are? Is kindness important to you? 

its not something for me to decide. i try to be kind to everyone, but how it is interpreted is different for everyone. i’d like to think i’m kind.

and yes, very important. especially being kind to yourself.

66. Ever made a playlist for someone? 

yes i have. i love making playlists for people. i don’t get asked that enough.

67. Do you have anything you do to physically comfort you when your sad? Such as a favorite blanket? Or a relaxing bath? 

music. music always helps. and tea.

ideally i’d love for someone to massage my scalp, but hahah no one’s been able to do it the right way. when it’s done right i melt and forget about everything.

68. Early bird or night owl? 

night owl.

moonchild, lol

69. Morning routine? 

wake up, look in the mirror, look away from the mirror, go back to bed.

70. Night routine? 

SHOWER N NICE SMELLING LOTIONS. AND SKINCAREEEEEE OOOOF.

also fresh sheets.

71. What is the most lovely quality a person could have in your opinion? 

answered here

72. Do you cry often? Does crying help you get the emotions out? Do you feel better after? 

i only cry when i watch or read something. and it does help. i always feel better after. but i tend to keep my emotions hidden away, the negative ones at least.

73. Do you like hugs? 

i love hugs. come hug me, bro.

u must smell nice tho.

74. When was the last time you kissed someone?

august.

75. Are you small or tall? 

tall. 175cm.

76. Do you like wholesome memes? 

answered

77. Favorite thing about the past? 

cd players. chia pet commercials. flip phones. mom jeans.

78. Do you ever wonder about the future? 

all the time. esp mine. i have no idea what the fuck im doing.

79. Have you ever lived in a different country than you currently live in? 

yep. i’ve lived in america and canada before. and traveled a lot.

80. Do you like plane flights? Airports? 

i don’t mind flying. and depends on the airport. some are better than others.

81. Sunrises or sunsets? 

sunrises. every day is a new day~

82. The beach or a forest? 

bitch- i mean beach. :)

83. What time of day do you tend to be in the best mood? 

any time i am eating. or sleeping. or reading.

im so close to being done omg. this is fun tho.

84. Do you push yourself to act together and in a good mood even when you aren’t? 

always. ain’t nobody gonna deal with that baggage lol

85. Favorite kind of tree? 

japanese maple tree

86. Do you care about the health of the Earth? 

i mean i don’t even care about my health that much tbh, i need to work on that.

87. What did you like most about your childhood, if anything? 

that i got to travel and learned english very young.

88. Do you read a lot? What’s your favorite book? 

answered here

89. What are you most nostalgic for at the moment? 

old school disney

90. What’s your favorite personality trait you have? 

answered this bad boi here

91. List at least ONE thing you love about your appearance. 

eyes. have to work on my ass tho. squats baby.

92. When was the last time you truly felt calm, without much of anything to worry about? 

after a massage.

93. Do you worry a lot? 

eh, i worry enough, i suppose. there’s just some stuff you can’t control.

94. The dazzling lights of the city or the relaxing countryside?

dazzling lights of the city. especially in the evening. and in the winter. ahhhhh. someone hold my hand and walk with meeeeee.

95. Ever changed the shoelaces on one of your shoes? For what reason? 

no i haven’t had that pleasure, lol

maybe next year

96. Favorite pastry? 

BUTTER. CROISSANT.

97. Do you like doing little acts of kindness? 

yes. uwu

98. How’s your day/night going? 

well im finally done with this ask holy shit, and i need to resume writing my namjoon fic so… fantastic. i also have noodles. whoooo.

thank you for reading this whole damn mess of an ask.

ily<3

[jinsgothgf]

the cuties @balmaineoark and @4witches tagged me for this, thank you loves!

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 15 people

LAST

1. drink - water

2. 📱 call -  my grandparents

3. text - a friendo

4. song you listened to - SF9 “Now or Never” cause I watched a reaction

5. time you 😢 - umm some months ago cause of depression (((:

HAVE YOU EVER

6. dated someone twice - no

7. 😘 someone and regretted it - yes

8. been cheated on - no

9. lost someone special - i dont think so..

10. been depressed - oh hell yeah

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - unfortunately yes

FAVORITE COLORS

12. black

13. white

14. (pastel) pink

15. ??? what r colors

in the last year have you

16. made new friends - kinda?

17. fallen out of 💛 - no

18. 😂 until you 😢 - too often lmao i cry easily when i laugh

19. found out someone was talking about you - yes nobody special tho

20. met someone who changed you - kinda?

21. found out who your friends are - i knew that before

22. 😘 someone on your facebook friends list - no

GENERAL

23. how many friends from your fb friends list do you know irl - 99%

24. do you have any pets - no ):

25. do you want to change your middle name - i dont have one

26. what did you do for your last 🎂 - i went shopping with my grandparents

27. what time did you wake up today - around 7am

28. what were you doing last night at midnight - watching movies with a guy im kinda dating

29. what is something you can’t wait for - seeing my parents again, bts in berlin 

30. what are you listening to right now - a german trash youtuber talking bs

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - yes, i dated one lmao

32. something that gets on your nerves - depression, being unnecessarily mean to people you dont know

33. most visited website - yt and tmblr

34. hair color - purpleish

35. long hair or short hair - short

36. do you have a crush on someone -  yes

37. what do you like about yourself - legs lol, my tolerance, that i can laugh easily and not get angry very fast (then again im bipolar so maybe ull better cut that lmao)

38. want any piercings - i wanted more but not in the near future

39. blood type - i have no idea

40. nicknames - i have german nicknames but theyre so dumb lmao

41. relationship status - single

42. zodiac - sagittarius

43. pronouns - she/her

44. favorite 📺 show - american horror story, german dating series aslfdgjh

45. tattoos - no but i wanna get some on my fingers nd on my thigh nd maybe on my arm

46. right handed or left - right handed

47. ever had surgery - no

48. piercings - nostril, 4 helix, 8 lobes

49. sports - dont talk to me about sports

50. vacation - in oct for the bts concert

51. trainers - the shoes? wtf kinda question is that lmao idk

MORE GENERAL

52. eating - zucchini tomato casserole nd chocolate raisins

53. drinking - water

54. i’m about to watch - yt, i also started x-files again so maybe that too

55. waiting for - tomorrow to go to a wildlife park

56. want - stable relationships and a fulfilling career

57. get married - i dont plan on getting married anytime soon

58. career - travel management assistant, i still wanna go to uni someday

WHICH IS BETTER

59. kisses or hugs - hugs i guess

60. 👄 or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - i like my dates to be tol

62. older or younger - older

63. nice arms or stomach - arms

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant but not too hesitant lol

HAVE YOU EVER

66. 😘 a stranger - yes

67. drank hard liquor - yes

68. lost glasses - um no

69. turned someone down - yes

70. sex on first date - yes 

71. broken someone’s ❤️- yes

72. had your 💔 - i broke my own heart cause i get attached to people who dont know me so kinda (not) lol

73. been arrested - no

74. 😢 when someone died - only when i was watching movies x.x

75. fallen for a friend - yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

76. yourself - i am rooting for myself but i need to give that bitch more love

77. miracles - idk

78. 💛 at first sight - no

79. 🎅 - no

80. 😘 on a first date - how is that something to believe in lmao but ya why not but rather no

81. angels - no

other

82. best friend’s name - i dont call people best friends anymore

83. eye color - blue

84. favorite movie - too many but i rlly love sweeney todd and also horror movies in general

85. favorite actor - i rlly loved johnny depp but im so splitted cause of the domestic abuse scandal so imma say ha jiwon

i lost track of who has done this tag already so sorrie if i tag you again in this 

@kittaee @xiaobaobaei @ohtiddies @agothd @softtjin @joonshands @napline @p-escajuice @aphroditestan @starprincejimin @lunarhoseok @httpjh @awakcs @softjjungkook @jisoosbaby